Mother natures mood swings

So....Last post I was raving about the sunshine that she(mother nature) brings to brighten our lives...
I actually felt alive...and not as usual...with a withering body and soul to match.

She brought with her warmth...and in turn filled my body with her radiant glow....I was able to smell the freshness in the air....the new grass clippings,as all the neighbour's began to swarm like bees and begin mowing lawns....

Do you think it's neighbour's pressure? This lawn mowing contagion on a sunny day..... I only wish it was me that could do it....and also caught the lawn mowing....neighbour's pressure virus...

I was fortunate and did make it to my Hydro class....where I was so motivated I worked like a......I can't quite think of the right word...but....I tried extra hard....cause I had the spirit and energy.

Until... Upon getting out of the pool...my feet both began there cramping thing...which then turns to a numbness pain from feet moving up leg....and.....just like that...I can't feel my feet..or ground under them...so I can't walk.....  F is for foolish....
As I sit teary on the pool side until it passes....

Now mother nature has had a dramatic mood swings from her gorgeous mid 20s to her drop in temperament to 15..... Just when I was exited I had made a full fortnight of mornings at work!! Now here I am lying with rib pain that engulphed me earlier thizmorning.....no work today...boo...hoo...
Only medication ,warmth and rest.

So...trying to be okay with this...and now know it is just part of it all...I am accepting...this is me...and how my life will be....so...it's up to me to...on the better days to embrace  it all!!

Love...life....achievements....   And all else that presents itself... I certainly cannot tackle anything with gusto...but I sure am going to try......

I nearly actually forgot to share my biggest triumph....it's been twelve weeks since my Ketamine treatment and rehabilitation..yesterday I finally walked the whole lap of my my most favorite lake...
Finally I got to walk in my former self steps....and it was great....fifteen minutes!! ...yeah....
What a sense of achievement...Finally....

F is for finally..... Now to slowly begin to prepare to again in the future to  ride my bike so hubby and I can have a leisurely ride together.....this will come with time...