So today's Friday and in just a couple of hrs I will check in to a private resort....where I can relax for the long weekend...peace....calm...and relaxation...not too much hustle and bustle, no hydro appointments to rush to,or doctors ,other,physio,ot or any other medical stuff to try to fit in ,and around when your worn body is exhausted,and engulphed in pain....
I'm actually loving that over the long weekend....people can just....come to me...
And I don't have to rush....stress....or hurry....
I won't even have to worry about the sad faces of f
amily members who don't know what to do, that feel like they can't help me....that surrounding me...with deep sadness within them.... I will give them a weekend break from sadness...pain and anxiety....(they will be several hrs away from me)
I will be waited upon, have meals brought to me..(like at home) but with out the sadness......im hoping they will be yum....
It will be time to lie around, read... I can't consider what might need to be done around my house...which is good...and its a change of scenery...
I'm hoping the staff are kind...caring and somewhat compassionate...
And yes....you guessed it...my long weekend resort..isnt exactly a normal resort.. It's a Hospital......I just thought seems its a long weekend and all....and so many luckyeople are going away and have plans....
I would spice mine up a little...
Well I am excited about my trip into my resort... Because...
I saw the neurologist this week for the first time,who was so surprised my fibro was so severe,and decided to book me into hospital today, may I add this resort also has a resort price tag attached...
Neuro will be doing further testing as he believes there is a co existing condition cohabitating with my fibro
within me,and he will also treat my pain with some kind of cocktail of meds...
So...thats about all I know the last couple of days have been a world wind and I will continue to blog this experience...possibly even later tonight after being admitted....
Fingers crossed for a positive journey into the unknown....
F is for foreign....
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