Some definate slight change and decrease in overall pain.
Currently making my way toward treatment and having my small break at the mid way point,time to rest and re charge for second part of tram trip and the treatment its self.
Heading off again for stage 2 of my daily trip and toward what may be a better and more positive future.
Sitting on tram and soon approaching destination treatment.... a wave of sudden pain engulfes me like a fierce wave rolling from head to toe .
Oh no.... my brief encounters of slight changes had possibly been too optimistic? im suddenly shocked and once again saddned by the level and intensity overcoming me....
I complete my pain scoring today to a higher level and feel as though I can only slump into the recliner to begin treatment today.In need of an immediate distraction from the treatment I request to listen to my music today....for i know today without it the sensation will be additionally intense.
Greatfull for my music and its calming effects I soon complete my session.Im soon homeward bound and out again in the icy blustery wind.
Pain continues to rise steadily and is now making its way into my ribs as well.Every inch of my body is covered in hot packs as i simply try to relax and distract myself watching tv.
Am feeling naseaus with pain intensity and my new addition of supra pubic catheta is also painful and uncomfortable too...feeling washed out by the day I take my weary self and multiple hot packs to bed for a well earnt rest...A new day will bring new things...
F is for..... faith...in what the new day may bring...
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