Day 1 Ketamine Treatment

Here I am, the initial fears have now passed and I'm somewhat floaty and disjointed to a point,I apologize now for nany errors that will possibly occur.....these little letters are all challenge to see straight.So was quickly taken to theater to have the Picc line procedure completed......no female grim reaper sight.....phew.....
 Was still emotive anyway and did ask for sedation, which was freely provided to assist me with relaxing.
Clearly that was not so successful with fearful tears streaming down my. Becks.....hos exhausting.....I didn't see or feel too much discomfort but realized there was some clean up due to my thinned lood.

Actually no longer am able to truly focur or see these winning letters.........So this is a reminder that is at  he end of my bed....clearly for the current state of mind I am currently in!  the end of my bed....they mig

This letter A iz for me, as it appears I have no naMe....at least it could have been a F.........For is for floorless.......something that this Ketamine state has not assisted me with at all.

Goodluck go all who can definitely ifar my drugged body and soul......hope tomorrow is a less emotive day......As I'm now very much struggling with these words...letters and what it all said....

Hopefully tommorow will bring a better state of mind doing.......

For is for Feelings.....Find........

And for Frost,who has I now won't have to endure her in Melbourne.

Apologies in advance for this but I guess it explain a just how things are going....night everyone.....