Fibro Girl.....

I've done nothing but veg out in PJs all day....my mind strength has wained and the negativity has crept in through,along with my unwanted visitor.....AGAIN.....Frankly I'm quiet sick of his regular presence this week....I think myself a fighter but this week he has somewhat gotten through my management barrier....and has even broken it into many little pieces....

I've felt shattered today....and have fought many tears...
Overwhelming sense of disappointment that my Ketamine treatment has not brought better relief.
Have had heart to heart with hubby again....cause I could feelmyself skidding....out of control....not only of my unwanted visitor"Fibro" but his unpredictability...and what that means to me....my work....my husband and children.....and all things that fall in to my quality basket.

I know how fortunate I am to have lots of protective factors surrounding me....but I also know this quality basket looks like it's getting low to me..

I feel it and see it.....

I am sad.....and just to feel better...
I want to not have pain every day....I want to get through a whole week of now shorter work days....and be able to not have any time off...
I want to feel worthwhile....and....I want to...

Have a forfiled life.....
I am mad!!!!

Okay now have stopped my tears and....blown my nose....a lot....
Now I can see the screen again I want to share....today...my daughter asked if there was anything I needed as she was going down the street...
My reply....a new body and brain would suffice.....

This is the Fibro Girl she brought back me....

And it's great....we had a giggle....She wears a delicate  pink silk strapless dress....ripples of beautiful shimmering silver thread woven through out....
Simple step in  entry for us Fibromites ...with only a small valcro fastener at rear.Reduction on any fine motor skills needed to undo or do up....
The absence of a bra....also reduceduces breast stress,pain and again reduction in hand and arm pain....
This simple but delicate dress is teamed with a matching pink hue tall pull on boot.....again easy for the Fibro hands....and reduction in any hand skills needed to lace,buckle or slide....

No frills approach to accesorising....because fibromites don't work too much. Due to relentless pain...are unable to splurge on accessories.... So no handbag....thus reducing shoulder and back pain...
No elegant neck piece that a Fibromites actually can't do the latch up on.....

More of the Natural approach...free flowing locks...
That displays the new tusseled designer "unkept look"....that fits in with today's models....
No hand stress needed to....blown dry,curl or straighten...More of the Natural wind blown look...


So my Fibro Girl is looking good.....apart from the one draw back....
She's decided to go commando style.....and hasn't gone with any matching knickers...
This is in fact could be  good  practice in the Fibro sense....and easier.... But .....mmmmmm not for me....I guess she's young....
Energetic looking....and has many less inhibitions I suppose....
And what about the wind......

That is my Fibro Girl.....apart from the No knickers thing...shes great....
Welcome Fibro Girl I say......
Wish dressing could all be so easy.....