Suddenly sunday....

Am feeling miserable......this is day three I have has jaw and chest pain sneak up upon me....

I did have a wonderful time playing on the floor with my beautiful grandaughterb....was careful tonight and specifically did not lift or move her around.....just positioned my own body really well.....I thought.

Intense jaw pain radiating right through into the bone....well that's how it feels....
I have had my cocktail of medication....the is just for times like these....and then  later I have retreated to my from to have a cry in private.....tears streaming down cheeks, not sure what to do next....

I've tried to eat a little tea that my supportive hubby specially made by request....can't manage more than a mouthful.It now the rest of the family actually begin to realize that I'm really in some significant pain, and not coping.

I head back to my quiet place where I listen to my relaxation CD, one of the great resources I received during my treatment.

The tears have ceased so it has worked somewhat.....hubby just. Checked  on me to tell me gymnastics is coming on.....I have always loved it.....used to be a gymnast many years ago.....
I can see by his saddened. Dark eyes he's really concerned.How difficult for my loved ones......

Here's hoping my fibro. Visitor soon leaves my worn body....will keep you all posted through thisevening journey...

F is for fear.....